Ugh! My pregnancy hasn't been the easiest. I've dealt with depression before and has gotten worse while pregnant. I've been through so much my whole pregnancy with family and my boyfriend. Recently things have got so bad with my mom that I had to move out and live with my boyfriends family in a different city that I haven't met since me moving in. Things are better here I don't stress out anymore like I did at home everyday which was very bad for me because I have high blood pressure which puts me at high risk for pregnancy. I feel so lonely especially when my boyfriend is away at work and just stay home and think about everything that had happened and how can my mom betray me and doesn't care if she is in my daughters & my life. I'm trying to learn and accept it but it sucks when you feel like you have no family 😖 I'm young, 19 year old 26 weeks & 4days pregnant with my first child and this is the time I needed her more than anything. I'm not comfortable at my boyfriends house yet, it's just going to take awhile 😢