Petrified of SIDS

Sarah
My son is 7 weeks old- he was early at 37 weeks and 5 days... I am so so paranoid about SIDS, constantly checking on him- he has to sleep downstairs in his rock and play with his dad because in our room I wasn't sleeping at all! I would wake every 5 minutes and shine my phone on his face to make sure he was breathing... Sometimes when he sleeps every so often he makes a noise like he is gasping for air and this feeds my fears even more- I just know if anything ever happened to him, I would never be the same... I was aware of SIDS but never this obsessive or worried before he came1 this is our first baby and I feel like I SHOULD be enjoying him rather any being stressed 24/7 about this SIDS thing, I've always wanted lots of kids but after all of this worry I just don't know that it would be worth it... Can someone please ease my fears? Or give me some logical insight because clearly I have lost my mind....