EDIT*** my husband and I had a miscarriage on March 2nd of this year. We both agreed that we would wait until after my first period and then start trying right away which is now. OnApril 9th, his brother's wife gave birth to their first child. I thought I would be fine with it, but it has put me in a really depressed state. I am so happy for them, but I am very envious too. I feel like everyone is just so excited, and they should be, but I feel like everyone forgot or doesn't think about us and how hard this is. I feel like if the baby would have been born after I was able to conceive again or even a couple more months down the road, I would have been in a better position to handle this all. My husband upsets me because all he ever says is that we can't change anything. This is true, but it feels like he is just brushing off my feelings and how hard this really is for me when he should be the one person I should be able to count on being there for me during this difficult time.