Induction disappointment

Hannah
I'm currently 40+3 and I'm scheduled to be induced this weekend. I've had no signs of labor at all. Not even the slightest twinge or cramp. I'm a little bit dilated but only 50% effaced and at station -2. I don't think I'll go into spontaneous labor in the next couple days. And while I'm thrilled to not be pregnant anymore and even more thrilled to meet my son and have him arrive safely, I'm disappointed about being induced. I had this idea of how things would happen, counting contractions or having my water break and telling my husband it was time. I know it seems silly but I really wanted the experience of it. Does anyone else have this feeling? Can anyone share their positive experience of being induced?