Going out😢

Hi ladies well I have a question for y'all ladies so today my boyfriend and I had plan for today go to the store then clean our place and have a movie night well while we are at heb he tell me to hurry because he wants to leave he doesn't want to be here so I'm rushing through the ales then he tell me to chill out ...in my head I'm like didn't you just tell me to hurry so we get in huge argument at the store then all the way home then we get home and I'm putting the groceries away and I told him I want to do the laundry and then he barely tells me oh by the way me and my friend are going out tonight I said us or y'all two are going out he said yes just me and my friend and let me tell you my bf been an ass all day long and he says he has been just relaxing .... Bull shit so I asked him what time are you leaving he said idk whenever I Leave.... Would y'all be mad? Because I'm beyond mad!wanted to see if I'm just being a b***** or I do have a right being mad oh and he is leaving me with  kids as he goes out.Like idk if he loves me or have feelings for me he has never said anything nice to me meaning (you look beautiful today,I love you) .... I just need answers ☹️