Please tell me if I'm normal

Hi girls, I'm sorry to sound depressing but I'm 19 years old and since I was 15 I have been having sex with guys my age. I always felt so powerful being able to get any guy, manipulate them, as my father left my family when I was 5. It feels good to get revenge. I now feel worthless as I was out for drinks with some girlfriends and we were talking about how many people we've slept with and realised my number is over 100!