Fighting depression

Diya • Full time mom,fun,honest,and very supportive!
I've been through hell with my child's father and we haven't been a couple in years, I still had love for him so we occasionally had sex. About 6 months ago we had sex, I missed my period &I informed him. He didn't ask how I felt it was an immediate abortion, I told him I would handle it. He had the nerve to tell me it was so he could start a relationship with another woman. Well I'm not with baby so you know what that means & I'm on the edge of sanity. He recently got an apartment for me &our daughter until I finish school which was nice,he doesn't live with us but I see him frequently. It's hard being happy when all I want to do is scream then die. Shit is so hard I just need someone to talk to