Not wanting to try anymore.

I honestly don't think I want to continue trying for a baby. Not because I'm angry about negatives but because I think to myself all the time about how maybe I'm just not suppose to have kids. Almost a year trying and I continue to get negatives. One of my good friends just announced she is pregnant and I'm to the point where I'm not even happy for her. TTC has made it hard for me to be happy for anyone with kids.