My husband and I have been TTC for 3 years now. I was diagnosed with very aggressive endometriosis 13 years ago. I've had 3 surgeries, was on Lupron for 9 months, and my doctor said she doesn't recommend another surgery (actually said my best option for if my pain becomes unbearable again would be to have a hysterectomy). So my husband and I have been TTC for 3 years and I still am in tears every month when my period comes. Lately I feel like it's never going to happen and whenever I hear of anyone I know who is pregnant I get really upset. I of course don't voice my negative feelings, but they are still there. I find myself feeling very spiteful to the women I know who are expecting, and then I feel worse for feeling this way! Part of me is very happy for those who are pregnant, but then the other side is saying, "why not me, why does she get blessed with a child but I can't seem to have one myself". Any suggestions or thoughts on how I can better cope with my negative feelings and difficulty in TTC?