I have been home for 11 precious and beautiful weeks with my angel baby boy. This is our first child. I go back to work TOMORROW. I am a nervous wreck over it. Family is alternating watching him the first couple weeks and then he will be in daycare.😓 Mamas, I am so scared! He is so close to me. What if he forgets who I am? Or starts loving me less? Or if he feels abandoned by me? Or begins loving my husband more since he has the more flexible job? I know these fears are selfish but I just can't help it. I've been BF and will be pumping at work. I have been by little mans side nonstop for 11 weeks. How do I get through this?