I'm so glad to have stumbled upon this group. OMG! Miscarriage is one of those things you know exist but people don't talk about. I've learned so much these last 11 days. 😔

I miscarried my daughter on 4/10/16 as a result of an incompetent cervix. I was 15 weeks. The doctors didn't want to do a cerclage at 14 weeks because I was having moments of bleeding. They also said it was my first pregnancy and they had no history to determine cervical incompetence. I was in the hospital from 4/4 - 4/6 and back again four days later.

Sometimes I think I'm ok and then I lose it. I can't even breathe. Right now I can't stop crying. It feels like the first day all over again. I didn't realize how much I loved this baby until I had to grieve for her. I don't know if I'm going to make it. Something inside of me just hurts SO badly.