I don't know what to do

Heather • 3 miscarriages... Not losing hope
My soon to be ex husband and I tried to work it out, but it didn't. After trying so long we gave up TTC and now this..... I'm scared, I don't know what to do, I lost my car to a wrack, the divorce has made me so emotional that my job is rocky, my ex is bi polar so im worried