So lost

My fiancé of a year (we've known one another for 4) has decided that he wants nothing to do with me 8 weeks into my pregnancy & basically nothing to do with our baby that he wanted so bad. I'm extremely devastated. Words can't come close to describing all the pain & hurt I'm feeling inside. The love of my life has abandoned me when I need him to be my backbone the most. I've been crying nonstop. I wish this was all a dream 😔