Here we go again

Toni • Hey everyone. I'm 25 had my first daughter in March 2017. Not trying to get pregnant again :)
So today is my most fertile day according to glow and tomorrow begins my TWW. I don't know how I feel about it. I mean I'm excited I might be pregnant but I really don't want to go through getting AF again. This month we've been having sex all month rather than mostly just my fertile week so hopefully that ups my chances. We also used Preseed. I just don't have much hope this month and I didn't last month either but that didn't make it any easier when AF came. This is only our 3rd cycle trying but it feels like forever.