I cry for my SO I'm like babe I'm bleeding! He screams what?! And jumps out the bed and rushes to bathroom, I'm crying showing him the blood he tells me it's going to be ok and I get back into bed. I go to work and the bleeding doesn't stop and I can't keep it together so I told my SO I was leaving early and he said he would leave to , so I was able to get an earlier doc appointment scheduled so we head that way. When we arrive the doc said she can see the sack but it's to early to say if this is a miscarriage or just a sign of early pregnancy. So she said they will draw blood today and again on Monday so they can compare the hcg levels in the blood to determine what is going on. She said for me to stay on bed rest until Monday. So on our way home I can't help but hold my stomach and say "hold on little baby please hold on tight and don't leave me" and I'm crying cuz my heart is breaking! Once we arrive home I start to experience the most excruciating pain ever kind of like a contraction that doesn't want to stop, what felt like a lifetime only lasted a few moments and then when the pain was gone I went to pee and felt a lot of blood clots come out😭😭 I have never had a miscarriage but I just knew it was over I knew my baby was gone.. I told my SO we lost the baby and cried and cried in his arms😭 he told me it was going to be ok that we would get through this. I always considered myself a strong woman but this situation would break any woman. 

I called my doctor to tell them what I had experienced and she said to wait until

Monday to confirm because surprisingly some women have experienced the exact thing and have still had the baby there... I told my SO and he said lets be positive but I'm not fooling myself I know what I felt and my little baby is gone... I have to call the doctor today to get my results from yesterday and I just know they will not be good... I know we can overcome this but my God my heart is aching.....😭😭😥😥 it just feels like a sick joke like one day I'm pregnant and the next BOOM it's gone! 😭😭