So I haven't got my period I'm like a week late and I decided to take a pregnancy test. I looked at the pregnancy test and there it was a B.F.P. holy shit I'm saying! holding my belly crying talking to god to make sure he watches over my nugget and to make it stick. Because I really want my little rainbow baby. I called my SO and told him while he was at work. He was so excited. So I'm looking at the test like holy shit this is for real then I flip the box over it, (stupid me) it was a ovulation test. My heart sank and my dreams were crushed. I'm laughing at myself now but all I want is for me to be able to experience what I felt when I was pregnant the first time. I really hope its coming soon. 😢