My husband and I have been TTC #1 for almost 1.5 years. We had a miscarriage last year in June at 8 wks. He's in the Navy and is gone a lot, every Jan-March for training and is gone intermittently throughout the month. This cycle was/is the perfect cycle to conceive. I started using OPKs and charting my BBT consistently this cycle. He got back from out of town during my fertile window and just left yesterday after it ended. We only had sex TWICE. He previously said he'd do whatever it takes, but now he's looking at sex as a chore...which is odd because we have some pretty exciting sex...and he's going to be gone ALL of May essentially...I just want my rainbow baby so badly, but I feel so defeated. AF isn't due until the 1st week of May, but I just feel like it's going to be another BFN. I can't help but be stressed and defeated all at the same time. Anyone else feeling stressed and/or defeated?