He says he trusts me, but he doesn't... I recently just bought a swimsuit, and I showed him a picture of it... Then he says "you're not wearing that. Ever." And then I asked why.. And then he gets mad.. And sends that.. I'm just not sure what to do.. 😔 there's just so much... He doesn't think he was my first because I didn't bleed.. I don't know what to do.. And I feel like we're falling apart.. I recently told him that I wanted to start abstinence, and I've said this many times becafore but I can never do it because wverytime we don't... He gets really angry really quick. But this time I'm serious, and she says I'm so wishy washy.. What should I do.? 😕