5 days late and freaking scared to take a test!?!?!

Candy

After our 3rd m/c in December.. Every month I get my hopes up because I'm one or two days late. I test get BFN and AF right after and I cry and cry ... Now 5 days late and I'm too scared to test. Help please.

UPDATE

I m/c ladies... Thank you for the support though. Xoxo