I feel violated, what should I do ?

We've been together on and off for 3 years and yesterday we had sex for the first time in 6 weeks, I was a little restrictive didn't throw myself at him I knew he wanted it but I just lay there then he pulls me towards his dick and I suck him off, then he doggied me.. And that was it.. After he was holding his head and said he had a migraine not the kind of reaction I wanted after waiting so long, I dunno what to do I've spoken to him about it before and I just feel like shit. Would you too or am I over reacting ?