She's here!!! 4lbs 1oz and a little over 4 weeks early. So so so so in love I can't stand it. She's unfortunately in the nicu for and unspecified amount of time. She's breathing on her own currently but needs the uv lights because her bellyrubin was at a 9 and then a 10. Prayers that her number goes down and her weight goes up because once that happens we are told she'd be able to go home soon after she shows she's maintaining her weight gain and temp. I cannot wait till I can hold her whenever I want and love on her all the time she is truly the most amazing thing I've ever laid eyes on in my life I feel like I could explode I'm so in love with her I crave her and hurts not being with her 24/7 right now.