Breast pumping/feeding causing depression?!😫

lovetheglam • Poshmark Reseller 🙋🏽‍♀️
So i am noticing that ever time i start breastpumping i get a weird unexplainable feeling of depression almost like guilt, or feeling nasty about myself. 
Ofcourse i try to immediately change think positive and block negativity. 
But it still worries me, i hope i am not starting to get post partrum depression, i was a little depressed during pregnancy. 
My baby is now 5 days old & I love him to death, he gives me the strength to breastpump. 
Any other mommies feeling or have felt the same?!