So after one miscarriage @ 10 Weeks, three false starts, surgery to remove a growth from my uterus, and 20 months of trying we were pregnant again. And so elated! I even felt pregnant, unlike the first one. I swear it's crazy to be so happy to be nauseous :) 5 weeks along and 1st Dr. check in scheduled for Tues 4/26 because of our history. Lovely Saturday carefully working in the back yard, no heavy lifting, no major exertion, etc.

Then I noticed Sun am, I wasn't feeling quite the same. Throughout the day on Sunday all of my symptoms diminished or disappeared entirely.

I'm pretty sure we lost this one too. Probably won't know for cartain until later this week. I'm just so sad.

We didn't tell anyone yet we were pregnant, so I don't have to tell anyone about the loss unless I want to, but I don't really want to talk about it. Another loss, another disappointment. I'm just so frustrated. I know this group understands and I just needed to say something. Thanks for being there for each other... and for me right now! Ugh.

No cramps, no bleeding, so there is some hope, but I just feel like it's over :(