So recently, a lot in my life has been going on.. And I've started to notice that my ups and downs are to the extreme. I can never stay happy for long, without feeling some sort of depression and pain. The pain is heart wrenching. Constant crying and panic attacks. I have no family or friends to talk to.. Counciling and medication have not helped me. This feels almost hopeless. Brings me to points where I consider taking my life. Any hope for me?? I just wanna live normally, without this constant struggle..