Had sex and he accidentally didn't pull out in time (I can't take any birth control, nor Plan B, or anything like that) on the day before ovulation.

Sooo I now have another week before my period is due, and I cannot get it off my mind. I'm trying not to stress, but this could be bad news...very bad news.

I'm not supposed to get pregnant right now. It could damage my health in a million different ways. My hubby is about to be without a job for a while. But of course, there's quite a large part of me that would be thrilled to have a baby. I want to be a mommy so bad, and it kills me that I can't right now. So I'm torn between being excited at the thought of being pregnant, to being rational and freaking out at the horrific timing.

No question, just needed to vent it out and kinda needing some sort of comfort. I don't have anyone I can talk about all this too. I'm avoiding bringing it up to my hubby, because he's already stressing about everything. (yes, he knows we're in this situation, I just don't want to continue to stress him out with it).

I know not to stress but that's easier said than done.