Just had an ultrasound

Caroline • 23. vet tech. endometriosis. pcos.
Right ovary is much larger than left, with a large cyst in my right ovary. The cyst on my right is the size of a grapefruit. So discouraged. Half of me hoped for a miracle and to be somehow cyst free. I really need some PCOS success stories. I'm feeling defeated. 4 months TTC isn't very long... But it feels like a lifetime... And with PCOS, I feel like I'll be 30 before I have a baby. Which isn't bad, but I'm 23. But 30 or older is better than nothing at all. I just want to be a mommy :(