Not happy

Kia-Shun
I do not want to go through this again. Just found out yesterday I'm pregnant. WTF had a miscarriage at 20W last Sept and was not trying to get pregnant. This just can't be real. I've lost 30lbs and wanted to lose 30 more by the end of year. This shit sucks 😒😒😒😒
UPDATE: In a few weeks I will be approaching the time I lost Jordan and let me tell you my anxiety is  becoming more and more everyday. I still hate that in gaining weight (16weeks I've gained 10 lbs) but I am excited to be having a little girl. I'm a little more optimistic now than I was when I first found out. It was really the initial shock I guess bc I was trying to wait a year or two before getting pregnant again.