Today is the day I always dreamed about. The day I would finally get away! Today is the day I made plans with my bestfriend for the past 10 years. After struggling with depression and multiple attempted suicides, today is the day I never thought I would live to see. Today is so much more to me than anyone will every understand. Today is my birthday. My 18th birthday. And my god have I been blessed to have so much more and beyond at this age!! My husband and my daughter have got to me to this day and I can't express my love and graditude for them!