Recently I have found emails that my bf sent out responding to Craigslist personal ads....male personal craigslist ads, responding to being their "bottom virgin"...we talked and he explained that he wants to experience the feeling and he thought the only way was to psychically be with a man (even though he doesn't want to) cause he didn't want to ask me to do that for him and think he was weird. I told him to buy a toy and don't let this happen again...And he didn't but he works out of town and I'm worried cause I don't know what he's doing, who he's talking to, if he's doing it again and I'm going CRAZY!