Feel held hostage

Aimee
So I'm 40 weeks + 1, I was supposed to go in for a voluntary induction on April 24 but opted out because I was only 39weeks +1 at that point and there were no health reasons to do it. However, I started my leave on April 24 and I'm sorta worried about going out and doing something on my own in case she decides to make her move. However, sitting at home for a week just wondering when it may happen is driving me bananas! I don't do nothing well at all. I typically a busy body not sitting down to rest until I feel like everything I need to do is done and having all this down time is super duper nuts to me. 
Everyone keeps telling me, enjoy it, relax, find something to distract you. But all I can think about is how I want my little girl to make her own moves and efforts to exit on her own and not be induced on May 2 at 11:59pm. 
Ugh, can anyone relate?