Last night my dad, step mom, 3 younger siblings (all under 2 years old), and my grandmother threw me a birthday dinner.  Of course my amazing boyfriend accompanied me. I was really happy that he joined because he's not very comfortable w family gatherings and my dad isn't his biggest fan. Anyways, both of us don't want any children at the moment and don't particularly like being around kids. I love my brother and sister (they're twins) but they're hitting the terrible twos and to put it mildly, are bad af. So ofcourse they were screaming and making a huge mess of things throughout the night. Very embarrassing. My youngest sister is only a week old 😊 and I've fallen in love w her right away (I think it's because she's such a quiet baby 😂). She started to get fussy during the dinner and my step mom wasn't at the table atm so I went to soothe her. I just love holding her!! Later that night my boyfriend and I were chilling at home and he brought up when I was holding Alessia. I had no idea he was watching me but it made me happy that he noticed 💕🙈