Rant 😥👼

Sunday should be my first mother's day but I lost my baby last year around this time. It's so sad and heartbreaking I mean I'm really losing myself. And then on top of that, I could be pregnant right now but I'm not sure....AND my SO and I had sex today and it hurt like HELL! I had some spotting before and afterwards (very little though) and then nothing. Everything is just getting me depressed and in my feelings, I could just really use a friend or some advice 😢