I feel like im fighting a war,

I dont know what to do,

How can i keep my sanity,

When my mind is so fuxated on you?

5 failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>'s,

Months of injecting pain,

The weeks of anticipation,

Are you there? Im going insane.

Okay, I think this is the month,

Im nautious, im tired, im craving,

I feel my baby inside of me,

Its time to begin saving..

Peeing on the test now,

Praying that its true,

Hoping for that positive,

Im so ready to meet you.

Fuck...why...i dont get it,

Its negative once more,

Im cramping my periods about to come,

I dont know wat i deserve this for.

Depression here u are again,

Hell its no surprise,

My heart will forever ake,

Till im staring in my babies eyes.