Childhood bully...

So when I was younger, there was a certain Boy who made my life hell. Always being horrible to me, calling me fat ginger etc, I used to make myself sick to be as skinny as my other friends (even though now looking back I was always a lot taller than them and only one dress size bigger) failed at suicide once & ended in hospital..... Anyway I was told news today that he had died, well it was suicide apparently. and the first thing I though was 'Good,there is karma'. Am I bad for thinking this? 😞😲