Seriously I'm so fucking mean. I don't want my fiancé to touch me worth shit. All he does is wants to love on me and try to make me better but I seariously can't stand the thought of him let alone him touching me. It literally makes me want to cry in disgust when he touches me. I also have the implant birth control. Can anyone tell me if that's the side effects because if so I want this fucking thing out. He just told me he's not going to be around me for days now because of how I just treated him. AND I WAS HAPPY. WTF IS GOING ON THIS IS NOT ME