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Heartbroken 💔

A couple of days ago I had some brown spotting, nothing major but enough to be concerned, I contacted my midwife who advised that at nearly 8weeks this was perfectly normal.

To my relief the bleeding had stopped that evening, "phew that was scary"

Then Yesterday morning I woke up to some blood on the knickers and very slight cramps it didn't feel right.

I immediately went to my GP who done some general checks, blood pressure and had a feel of my Tummy, at that he advised that he couldn't send me for a ultrasound as there was nothing they could do I just to wait it out and hope for the best and not to be alone.

Not the news I wanted I wanted him to tell me, I argued and he was insistent I didn't need to go hospital ! I left angry why will he not help and tell me my baby is ok?

I went to the emergency room for a second opinion I was told the same, they knew it was too late.Deep down I did too I so desperately didn't want it to be true..

So I waited fingers crossed my bean was going to be ok,

The cramps worsened and by the afternoon my worst fear confirmed, a sharp pain passed through my body i ran to the toilet and my baby was gone at 8weeks 1day.

I am heartbroken, I was so ready to be a mummy and so excited for my Christmas baby!

I'm sorry to all you ladies suffering the same pain, life can be cruel and can change in the blink of an eye. X

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