Well I don't know why its so hard for me to get pregnant and I have been trying for years and I just gotten married on DEC 2 and I'm about to be 31 on may 30 and I have been to doctors after doctors also did test after test and Gyn doctor said I'm not ovulating and I will need to take something to bring down my hormone level down and also need to take fertility medication and I'm about to give up and I want to give my husband a family he never had and also for myself and people tell me its okay you can always have my children they like you better then me and its not that...I want to be a mother and see how it feel when the baby is moving in your belly and I want to feel how to be a mother and have a lil one calling you mommy and dress your baby up and I want all of that and I'm going to pray everyday for a blessing