Bed rest anyone?

Viya
I had a scary episode of heavy bleeding in 12week. I was hospitalised and now i am
Having brown discharge. Doc says i have retrochroniac hematoma andthe clot size is 2 cm and low lyinh placenta. 
I am on complete bedrest and i feel so sad that i am unable to enjoy my pregnancy like res of you all. 
Cant buy maternity clothes cos i am going to be on a long bed rest wont be going out. 
I am just scared everyday cos of brown discharge.i feel i am really unlucky who is having such troubled pregnancy. 
Rhis is my first time and i might not plan another one. I feel v sad. What to do?will everything be ok.has anyone gonet through this and has had a healthy pregnancy. 
Please advise.