Feeling pretty discouraged today. Had my second <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and was feeling pretty good about this one that it might actually work. Our sperm count was much higher and I felt pretty good the whole month. Normally my endometriosis is pretty debilitating, however it wasn't much of a bother this month. I have been really crampy and sore boobs all week leading up to my pregnancy bloodwork. I woke up and AF was in full force. I just cried and cried and am still crying. Of course I still went to my appointment just for them to confirm it is AF. That bitch !!!! It's hard for me because I feel like I will never give my husband a child. I've had a few miscarriages and going through all of this is mentally and physically draining me. I know many of you other ladies are going though the same issues and having the same feelings. I haven't really expressed my deep depression to anyone because I feel like it's a bother to friends or family. I work two jobs 14 hour days and I'm just worn down . I don't know how I'm surviving doing fertility and working so much. Yes I know the stress and all that work is most likely not helping my efforts but I have to pay for all these copays and meds somehow ... Sigh ... I am starting <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> this month which is only giving me more anxiety. I just feel like having a baby is never going to happen 😢