drinking while ttc.

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I'm on month 9 of ttc. I had a miscarriage in February. Just got off my 2nd period and I want to know during my fertile window if it's okay to drink? Just to help me relax a little. I've heard mixed things on it hindering ovulation but then there's 10 million people who get pregnant because of one drunken night. So idk. But I need to relax and I feel it will help.