DONE.

I'm just done. Another pregnancy announcement tonight & I just can't do it anymore. I'm done feeling alone, done feeling like I'm always pregnant only to have my period a few days later, I'm done with people asking when we are going to have a baby... I'm just done.

We've been trying to conceive for 4+ months.... We just started tracking 4 months ago & I have done everything that my OB advised when I came off my Mirena. I was on mirena for 2.5+ years, I had gotten pregnant at 18 & I wasn't ready for another child so I decided that Mirena was the best option for me at the time. My daughter is now 4 & my husband & I have been trying but my periods are so bad that I have been told by numerous OB's that I need to be put back on the pill so my best bet is going to be getting pregnant ASAP. I'm not trying to be insensitive to anyone, I just wish that I didn't fee like I was doing all of this alone. I don't have any friends who have had to try to have a child for an extended amount of time & it is so extremely hard when our friends discuss who will end up pregnant next & my husband & I aren't ever considered. 

I'm just having an awful night.