I think I have made my mind up. My husband and I have been ttc for 8 months. He has been wishy washy through the while process. Which has led to me getting so attached thinking there is a baby inside and being completely devastated when af comes. Every month he say darn you must be upset your not pregnant. Like a smart but. He says he doesn't mind having another child but he's not going to do it every other night in my fertile window. He said he gets tired of it. He doesn't want it as bad as I due. So we will probably be taking a much needed break from ttc if we don't get a BFP this month. :((