Felt so good about this month... Was 2 days late, had totally different symptoms than my af... All for that vitch to show up... Ttc for 2.5 years. Had dr appt Thursday. She is running multiple tests to see what we can do. Super discouraged, but refuse to lose hope... I will beat this crap... and if for some reason I cannot... There is a beautiful baby out there somewhere that needs a place to call home, or just a kid who needs some help. I will come out on top... Just you wait and see....

But for now, I will cry for a while, dust off, and try again