Is it wrong to not want to move. I'm trying so hard not to shut down. There are moments I feel ok then I'm crying hysterical.  I don't want to go into work tomorrow I'm surrounded by pregnant women.  I've had to put away everything I had gotten in prep for the baby I've done with all my other pregnancies. I can't bear to look at the would be nursery. My husband wants to try again soon. I'm terrified it will happen again. I'm trying to find the energy to push myself I have 5 other children. We never told them they just think I'm sick.