I give up ! I dont even know what to do anymore

We habe been ttc for 6 months, every month another let down after another. I buy a few books that really help me relax, i still use my opks ans today i peak. I say to my so ealier in the week "this weeks the week" and we have a laugh and a joke and today we had a day off together which we never have, and i said "iv peaked" and he just shouts "ffs im online to my friends" (playing xbox) i was like "like they are gonna know what that means" and walked off. Seriously about 5 mins ago i was like "im horny shall we go to bed" and he snaps saying "youve had all day im tired now" and then when i storm off coz my feeling are hurt he wonders why im in a mood.

He wants a baby he wants us to extend our family so why is he being like that? Arghhh im currently crying in the bath and i dont want to get out. :( day off together ruined and i guess ill be seeing aunt flow for yet another month.

Rant over