After sexual assault...

I was sexually assaulted by my boyfriend (now ex boyfriend) last night. I don't know what to do. I told felt like I needed to tell someone. I told my friend sand eve anonymously last night. I have not told my mom and I don't know if I want to tell her. I don't know how feel. After it happened I laid down, I didn't take a shower, I kind of cried but not for long. I got up and took a shower this morning. I don't feel sad or angry or frustrated, I don't feel anything. I wasn't hungry at all today, I had no appetite but I did eat today, I kind of forced myself. I love to eat, a lot. I don't know. Maybe I feel numb towards the situation. I don't know who to talk too. I don't know. Is this normal? I feel as though I don't want to tell on him even though I know I need too...I really don't know. Maybe I'm just confused? I don't feel anything...