Ttc again

Leslie
My husband and I got pregnant our 2nd Month of ttc in November 2015.  Unfortunately we lost the baby around 9 weeks in January.  
This month we are finally starting the ttc process again! I am so nervous/anxious/scared/excited.  We don't want anyone to know we are ttc again so we can wait a few months to tell people we are pregnant again (when it happens). I just want this one to work out SO bad, I don't think I can emotionally handle another MC and D&C