I am scared shitless

Lindsay • ☆wife☆mother☆holistic healer☆anti vax☆anti circ☆Christ follower☆
I have 10 hours until my c section and I am a nervous wreck... This is my second one and I was terrified the first time due to complications. I just want this to be over already.. I want to hold my girl and not have to do this shit.. Sorry mamas, end of rant...