I am sooooooooooo fucking tired of the fucking first response indents! Every freaking time they get my hopes up!!!!! Had two with faint lines today and now one stark negative staring at me. Why is it so difficult to have a baby. I have been trying for almost a year with no luck. Am I being punished for something? I just wanna be a mummy and give my baby the best life I can. I am losing hope and can't stand seeing women not trying and getting pregnant proudly saying theybdid not evwn know for three months and are now worried because they have been doing drugs and binge drinking. Fuck seriously, how is this fair?

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