I'm so depressed. I feel like everything is spiraling downwards in my life and I have no control over it. Up until a about 4 months ago things weren't so bad. I'm broke, I hate my job, my relationships are falling apart and my birthday is on Monday and I could care less. I'm not posting this for pity, maybe just some nice words that would help me feel like I should carry on with my life..I don't know what to do anymore..